“How am I chang'd! alas! how am I grown A frightful spectre, to myself unknown!”
Flavia experiences the change in her appearance as a shock to identity, exposing how strongly her former social value and self-image had been tied to youth and beauty.
Source details
“Saturday. The Small-Pox” in Six Town Eclogues (1747), represented by the Eighteenth-Century Poetry Archive. Flavia speaks after smallpox has altered her appearance. Montagu survived smallpox herself, but this record preserves the poem’s dramatic Flavia voice and eighteenth-century beauty/satire context rather than collapsing it into autobiography or medical advice.