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Leo Wiener — Translator · Russian → English
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“What am I? A part of the infinite.”
Tolstoy frames the self as finite yet participating in something larger, shifting the question of meaning away from isolated individual duration toward a relation with the infinite.
Source note: My Confession, Leo Wiener translation; the question appears in Tolstoy’s investigation of how finite human life might be related to an infinite reality.
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“The more did I love them, and the easier it became for me to live.”
Understanding ordinary people and their lives changes Tolstoy’s relation to existence: growing sympathy makes life more bearable by replacing detached judgment with human connection.
Source note: My Confession, Leo Wiener translation; Tolstoy describes how closer attention to living and departed people increased his affection for them and altered his ability to live.
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“I saw that that was life itself and that the meaning given to this life was truth, and I accepted it.”
The search for meaning ends here in acceptance of a lived framework Tolstoy regards as true, emphasizing that meaning is not merely an abstract proof but something embodied in life.
Source note: My Confession, Leo Wiener translation; the sentence belongs to Tolstoy’s account of accepting a meaning of life he believed was demonstrated in the lives of the people he had studied.